random story

I wish I know whole this circus will last this long, I would have made slightly different decisions year and half ago... Now I'm just thinking - will this last another year or two and I am having some crazy ideas, things I want to do. But like always in my life, I was never sure is the right time. And what will people around me think if I tell them what am I really dreaming about. And the reason I am here is because I have no one else who I...