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Last year we had a lockdown during weekends, no one could go out from Friday to Monday. I thought I will get an panic attack from being locked in apartmant. Or a nervous break down in worst case. I was alone with my kid. Friday night I was doing all sort of things just to keep me occupied so hour by hour time passed and I won, nothing bad happened in my mind.
During the lockdown the only close friend was my dealer who was coming when I called him. We started sleeping together just for fun. Then I started idolising him. I know he is a bad person who sells drugs but I'm attracted to him now. Is this wrong?
My dad's stroke
At the start of the pandemic, my father had his second stroke. None of the family members were allowed to visit and even our calls to request his status were often unanswered. After some digging around, we discovered that the rehab the hospital was proposing was actually just a nursing home. The rehabilitation therapists would not actually be allowed to see him. In the end we decided that he should come home. He died with his family around him last year.
One of the things I learned...
I just realised that during the hardest lockdown I tried so many new recipes that I could easily now change my career and work as a chef haha
They asked to go back to office but I'm reluctant to this. I do like my daily routine and staying in bed while being online and checking emails periodically.
We embraced the lockdown
Half the people we know didn't believe in the virus, the other half didn't think it was that big a deal. As one of the people who already had the infection at the beginning of the pandemic, precisely because of others' selfish behavior and the need to visit even when they felt sick, I wasn't eager to meet anyone in fear of contracting the virus again. It is part of our culture to go around and visit everyone you know, have drinks, hang out regularly even if you feel under the weather because people believe that the flu is 'just' the flu and they don't care if they transmit it to other people. Same went for the new virus. If you are afraid of it, you are pathetic, if you tell them to stop visiting, they are insulted because how can they possibly be contagious when they are your family/friends? That attitude caused me and my close family so much stress. There was no way to convince them that not seeing them was safer for both sides and was not insulting. So, when the lockdown came, we were so relieved we didn't have to come up with more excuses as to why we can't go to a birthday party or dinner with 20 other people amidst the pandemic. As if we needed an excuse for that, but this is Serbia. We could finally rest at home, alone, with so much less stress. And before someone thinks we should have told people to stop coming - we did. They kept ignoring our wishes. Those who didn't got very angry and stopped talking with us altogether. And I am talking about close family, not some distant relatives, they were parents, brothers, sisters. I can't wait for another lockdown because everyone is behaving as if there is no pandemic and are genuinely surprised when I say I don't want to go to a wedding or a dinner party.
Should I wear it or should I not :)
I'm glad it's over although I am still confused about the masks... Every time I enter some of the shops or pubs I look at other people to check how many of them have it on their faces... or not :). One thing is sure - it will take me some time to get rid off now old habit to check if I took my mask with me before I leave the house hahahaha...
Video Streaming during Lockdown
I was sent home from work for almost two months. I went to full time streaming video games and gained a wider audience. The lockdown was the perfect time to follow my dreams!
During the lockdown I explored my passion for art and started to work on building experience and a portfolio from in-door pictures and videos that I later edited. It was nice to have so much free time for your hobbies.
Not for me travelling this year. I have not been vaccinated yet (my choice) and when I hear people are travelling, it makes me anxious, but I do really miss it.
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